The table has been turned. And I am guilty.
A rebel act that I did and I regret later on, never had I planned to keep it a secret, but never did I thought that other half will figure it out.
Everything is justifiable when I did it before. It doesn’t sounds so bad when what I am thinking of is to get even. But now, as everything is good, everything is okay and steady, I just had my early New Year explosion.
No more skeletons in my closet, a slip of secret that is good as a nightmare but end up a more open selves and cleaner mind and spirit. I know that it happened for a reason… a sample of a bad revelation but resulted purity not only to us, but to various people that surrounds us. I thought that night was the ending, as we all said farewell to 2009, so as to the 3 years of countless moments, sacrifices and love for each other.
It was a shame, and having too much of that, that night… it slipped my mind to send a good soul trapped in my playful self. A scream from heart told me that we can still work it out right, a push of thoughts from my mind told me that there is room for understanding and forgiveness. I did what I did.
Would like to send you my deep sorry. Would like to send you my tightest and warmest hug. And most especially, my biggest THANKS.
New year. Better self.
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