My Early 2010 Explosion

The table has been turned. And I am guilty.

A rebel act that I did and I regret later on, never had I planned to keep it a secret, but never did I thought that other half will figure it out.

Everything is justifiable when I did it before. It doesn’t sounds so bad when what I am thinking of is to get even. But now, as everything is good, everything is okay and steady, I just had my early New Year explosion.

No more skeletons in my closet, a slip of secret that is good as a nightmare but end up a more open selves and cleaner mind and spirit. I know that it happened for a reason… a sample of a bad revelation but resulted purity not only to us, but to various people that surrounds us. I thought that night was the ending, as we all said farewell to 2009, so as to the 3 years of countless moments, sacrifices and love for each other.

It was a shame, and having too much of that, that night… it slipped my mind to send a good soul trapped in my playful self. A scream from heart told me that we can still work it out right, a push of thoughts from my mind told me that there is room for understanding and forgiveness. I did what I did.

Would like to send you my deep sorry. Would like to send you my tightest and warmest hug. And most especially, my biggest THANKS.

New year. Better self.

Most Promising Star

I never thought that a night of Christmas celebration; Booze, Good food, Dance contest & glamorous self & atmosphere, something surprisingly beautiful will add up to that very special night. December 18, 2009, as my company (JDB Holdings, Inc.) honors the yuletide season. It puts a mark on my calendar so as my life history. It’s more than a Christmas party to me.

To recognize and acknowledge your worth is one of the greatest. In a very short span of time (4 months and 7 days to be exact) I felt at home, secured and the huge feeling of belongingness took over. As I took the risk of leaving a dream job & subject myself to a whole new different career & environment, it paved way for me to be more comfortable & the sense of being an achiever.

It may not show, but I was really surprised and touch by that little piece of glass with my name on it stating that I am the “Most Promising”. My name to be called on stage to receive the award create goosebumps and numerous times of smiles on my face. I’ll work triple… I want more of that of course!


All I know, the reason why I am performing well, is because I am surrounded with good people that motivates and bring out the best in me. You all know who you are, Thank you for pushing me to the limits and for inspiring me