Just felt the need to create this writing for my self questioning status due to an unplanned holy week trip.
Have you ever stepped on a commitment, because of a sudden family gathering?
Yes! I am guilty of it, and I honor my mistake. I just want to say sorry for keeping you hanging that quick. But I just want you to know that this is not because I consider this as a better trip, but it's because, its family.
This is where my dilemma comes in, I hate being torn between two important entities of my life. I am a person brought with so much attraction with the family, this is where usually people see me differently. Most often the not, I always go for family. People often think that made them less important, I just can't help it. That is the most accurate decision I know. For this particular issue, I just know you would understand more. I know you have more understanding to give, more than the number of family members who will judge me for saying no. Not man enough, but intelligent I consider. And knowing I would suffer the decision with you, that made my choice man enough. (you think so?)
I have great respect for the word PROMISE, not as a defense but as an explanation. I always practice empathy rather sympathy, since I also know how it feels like to be stricken by a broken promise. THE GOLDEN RULE. Family is just a weakness.
I'll make it up to you. I PROMISE.
Have you ever stepped on a commitment, because of a sudden family gathering?
Yes! I am guilty of it, and I honor my mistake. I just want to say sorry for keeping you hanging that quick. But I just want you to know that this is not because I consider this as a better trip, but it's because, its family.
This is where my dilemma comes in, I hate being torn between two important entities of my life. I am a person brought with so much attraction with the family, this is where usually people see me differently. Most often the not, I always go for family. People often think that made them less important, I just can't help it. That is the most accurate decision I know. For this particular issue, I just know you would understand more. I know you have more understanding to give, more than the number of family members who will judge me for saying no. Not man enough, but intelligent I consider. And knowing I would suffer the decision with you, that made my choice man enough. (you think so?)
I have great respect for the word PROMISE, not as a defense but as an explanation. I always practice empathy rather sympathy, since I also know how it feels like to be stricken by a broken promise. THE GOLDEN RULE. Family is just a weakness.
I'll make it up to you. I PROMISE.
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