Posion of LOVE

There is no perfect relationship
Imperfections & Differences completes the definition of L-O-V-E
After quarells makes tomorrow sweeter
Making-up, Cover-ups & Sacrifices

The formula of L-O-V-E
Complete oppossite match
Ending up with a dream but still wishing for the right one
Having what you want is blessing
Having what you need is glory
To be accepted is everything

Binding destiny & coinsidences
A never ending volountary battle
A measurement of bravery, bounderies and limitations
The most rewarding conflict
The Posion of L-O-V-E




The formula of true LOVE lies on happiness, knowing what is right, what feels right & choice.

Temptation is Killing me

Timing is impecable.

Timing is challenging me.

Timing is perfectly crazy.

To be honest about it, Temptation is killing me.



I've reached the point and it overcome me for a while. There is indeed nothing to hide, I want to be so darn blunt about it! When everything is shaky in between, you will then realize that window for committing sin is more open than the usual.


I do not know if shakiness reflects on my face or something in my eye reveals my inner self especially when I an totally sad and wreck. It seems like people know when it occurs, especially those who have bad intentions. (Big "TSK")


Never did it skip my mind that I am a free man with an invicible ring. I do not know what sign it tells, nor what stage am I in. All i know that it affects me... Temptation is KILLING me!

Mr. Funanimous New Decade Shaping

2009 was a blast. A year of surprise, challenge and revelation for me.
Though my year went so well, there are still things that I would like to improve-on, risk and cast that chain of control & discipline for myself.

Dream that I know I could have done but let it pass.
Bad habit to correct.
Good ones that I did but got stagnant on the latter part of the year.
Physical improvement.
Spiritual upliftings.

Need I say more? see below.

1. Stomach Trimming.
I believe 9 out of 10 people who performs New years resolution include diet on their list, well, so am I. I am not Fat, but got a big belly. I am not sure if I should blame it on Food or Booze or both. But I want this trimmed asap. Either this will affect my everyday eating or hitting the GYM.

2. Get Back on Track: RUNNING
In relation to my NYR: # 1, need to get back to running. Need to find time to have it every Sunday, so gimiks must be performed Friday night now.

3. Need Organization
It takes time to search clothes in my cabinet, I am not sure if it's the size of my cabinet or the number of clothing loaded inside. But I know, there is a better way to rearrange it. I am quite unorganized, tend to loose scatter things... & a lot hate it though I find it no big deal, so still...adjustment should come from me.

4. No More Retaliation
There is something I did bad because of getting even. I regret it. A lot. So this time, no more of this...."erased".

5. To be more serious about putting-up my small business.
I am already there... Dog shop is what I wanted to pursue.

6. Save Some Money
One of the Hardest. But in partial fulfillment of my NYR: # 5, need to save some money for the business to materialized. Need some capital... I know this is hard. Less clothes, less shoes, Less gimik cash-out & bringing now some lunch at work are some of the key's to fulfill this that I could think of.

7. To be more Giving
I might be an out-going person, but I am still quite reserved. Need to open-up a little more. Sharing is one of my advocacy now.

8. Uplift Spiritual Connection
In whatever ways... praying or going to church & visiting chapels. Gone are the days where I used to do it regularly. There are so much blessings that made me want to push it, one way of saying Thank you to all the good things coming my way, I know someone from above is the reason behind all my smiles and success in life.